Thank you so much to all the awesome ladies that called/texted me/ or sent messages on Facebook to let me know that they thought about me today after what happened. I truly thank you from the bottom of my heart that on that moment you thought of me. Thank you.
I actually had a Dr's appt last week and changed it for today because hubby would be here and because I didn't want to miss the verdict thinking it was some time last week or weekend. After 3 years of following this case with HLN, Nancy Grace, TRU, etc. I was not here for the verdict. I know that God always takes care of me and that is why He did it this way. I heard it from someone and it just ripped my heart inside. I felt so sad, I was so hurt. I just couldn't believe it. I was deeply affected by this. I was so hurt inside that my Dr gave me great news about my treatment and stuff (thank you, Jesus) that I didn't say a word about it. I couldn't think of anything. I just wanted to cry. He told my husband, "well, she doesn't look happy like you are about the news" and my hubby was like, no, she is ok. she just cant think right now.
I was numb. I didn't understand, couldn't speak. I just wanted to cry.
Lori (domesticdiva) sent me on Facebook Romans 12:19. Thank you. You are awesome. It calmed me down, it gave me peace. Thank you. And thanks again to all the super amazing ladies that thought of me. Hugs and God Bless :)